to kak aifa sayang... :')

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
with tears in my eyes, akhirnya.. i had to admit yang my beloved sister, kak aifa is really going.. and she is not here in JB kat umah pck ainol anymore...
actually, masa akak msg hanah ttg akak dh nak pg and mungkin tak jumpa tue.. i felt macam tak percaya je.. half of me was expecting that it was a joke, even though i know that akak wont really make jokes out of this.. so i tend to ignore the 'meaning' of the messege, and acted to be happy for what you have chose...(trying to convince myself that i am 'really' happy and tenang that ur r 'really' going)..sbb tu tak reply msg akak..sorry yea..

soon after, i read the emails (baru dapat buka email after balik kg for 2 weeks) from ma, yanti.. and all the akhwats, mata dah berair dah.. tapi bila baca mail from akak.. terus..waaaa...hahaha... very childish, i had to admit it... but truely.. akak, dijah and kak lah are those people yang banyak sangat membantu, memberi bimbingan dan dorongan since i was in tahun satu in UTM... teringat masa kita jadi MT sama2 hari tu.. we are the MT, we are the 'kuli', tapi pengalaman2 tu mmg sangat2 membina, sangat manis, walau pun pahit pada awalnya...

mmg suka tyme reramai duduk kat bilik akak.. mmg rasa akak penglipur lara pun... hanah duduk je bersandar kat dinding or any corner in the room, jadi pemerhati pon dah cukup, and it is soo fun just listening to the akhwats chot-chet chot chet, eventhough kalau kat luar, masing2 semua, skema nak %&#$@...=)

teringat juga tyme kat PJ, akak n kak fida suap hanah for buka puasa.. for some reasons, hanah tak makan dengan tangan sendiri pon tyme tu.. hihi.. rasa manja sangat.. (walaupun aku ni anak sulung...kui kui) ... tyme tu rasa bestnye ada org suap kan.. cakap je nak air.. akan ada org hulurkan air bungkus, air mata kucing kot, and hala straw kat hanah ..tinggal nak hirup je..uisy..manja btul...

banyak lagi nak tulis... tapi rasanya cukup lah setakat ini.. really, walaupun i cried..but i am very sure, segala keputusan yang akak buat adalah yang terbaik.. i know it is not easy for u to make the decision, as it is also hard for us accept it...

harap akak halalkan all the ilmu's yang akak ajar, recipe2 yang akak kongsi, minta maaf atas segala kesilapan atau kegarangan yang hanah tak maksudkan pun (hanah tak marah laa..akak is a fast learner...BEEETOOL ) sepanjang akak jadi akak murid hanah..hihi.. walaupon .. rasa cam hanah tak ajar akak banyak mana pun.. basic je...huhu..dah tu je yang hanah tahu... pape pun.. bile akak tgh ber-*****2 tu... ajar jga kat org lain..mga2 hanah dapat manfaat ilmu yang bermanfaat di alam 'sana' nnti..

walau bagaimanapun, what ever you do...tekadkan niat, teguhkan semangat, curahkan segala usaha n bertawakkalah kepada yang Maha Kuat n Maha Mulia, mintalah perlindungan dariNya, Pelindung orang2 yang beriman...

Matlamat hanya Pokok, Usaha hanyalah cabang...
our target is ONE, the same, with NO difference,
but there are many ways to it, akak cara lain, kami di UTM cara yang lain...
may out hearts be held together atas dasar ikatan cinta, kerana Cintakan Allah n Islam..(^_^)..

p/s: dah senyum dah...penuh semangat!