Thursday, April 30, 2009

Good news..alhamdulillah..

Bismillah..

Segala puji-pujian bagi Allah.. yang segala pujian dan kekuasaan hanya miliknya semata...
dipinjamkan bagi kita nikmat yang sangat banyak yang suatu masa nanti akan ditanya seperti yang disebut dalam surah at-takaathur..
Hari ini, hari jadi yanie...sudah 4 tahun kita berkawan=), banyak rasanya suda duka kita dgn geng2 ek...=)

Semalam juga ada berita gembira, sekolahku Hiadayah merangkul juara debat kebangsaan dan berjaya juga mendapat 1st runner up untuk English debate..masyaAllah...who would think that that would be a reality masa tahun 1993 dulu (i was darjah satu..SMIH tak wujud lagi ..ahaks), yang mana, canteen pun tak ada and semua makan dalam kelas sahaja...

Sebenanye ada discussion sebentar lagi..tapi nak post juga...tak dapat dibendung rasanye gembira..i guess adik2 kalau masuk u atau matrix, jika ditanya dari sekolah mana.. people wont make that muka pelik..saying.. hidayah? sekolah ape tu ek?...like apa yang kami senior2 selalu experienced ..gud for u guys..apa2 pun..teruskan perjuangan adik2 hidayah..saya, akak2 and abang2 senior akan sentiasa mendoakan kamu...=)

Bangunkan nama Islam... let show who Muslims really are..*Semangat nie..*

Thursday, April 23, 2009


senyum yan=)

Remembering HIM...its sweet..

Bismillahirrahmaanirraheem...
Assalamualaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuh..=)
today is a hap..hap..happy day...why? it's just a happy day...
maybe because after the ethics paper tadi, i declare this few hours to be 'my time'..setelah sekian lama tidak meluangkan masa untuk diri..h0hoh0...sound selfish? rasa tak..sbb nak treat myself, we should treat ourselves lepas accomplish somethingkan? and i think i did accomplish something...job well done hanah=)..haha

it felt soo happy to smile, to be happy, satisfied with the state u are, to be satisfied with what u tried, u end up to be redha, tawakkal n 'welcome' any thing...kalau ikut wording yang nabi ajar, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada..

it reminds me on the day i presented my final year project the other day...(o yea..i already presented my project, JUST need to finish off the draft)..there comes a time when dada rasa saaaangat sesak..it gets so hard to breath.. i guess i was nervous and cold..(i didnt want to admit it in the 1st place)...okay...i was VERY nervous...what if i forget the important points?...what if a blabbered soo fast that the panels dont understand me? ..what if..what if...

it was still early, but i got so nervous, that i went out of the lab that i was suppose to be presenting and went to see fitdriyah, just to tepis the 'gabra'ness...thank u fitd 4 being there 4 me...so i did a mock presentation in front of her, and she sat there..just layan je ana yang tgh gabra...

.........the point is................

i went back to the lab...i STOPPED..SAT quitely and said...Raihanah, u have done what you could, Ya Allah, this is all that i could do... i leave the rest to you, please help me along the way...

and then ttibe rasa a gush of...peace.. some where ..that i just felt..tenang..waaahhh best sangat time tu...

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah, i did terbelit juga lidah masa present...huhu..still got that english (yeke?) accent..but my lidah just cant take it..haha..but i got complimanted by the panel...syukur...(complimented for the presentation that is..not the accent...=) )

many things happend to me before and after that...and it all comes down to one conclusion..if u get back to Allah, He will get back to u in NO TIME...unlike humans, which if we keep minta tolong dari mereka, bukan kerana mereka tidak mahu tolong..tapi kadang2 mereka tidak mampu...

so berDoalah pada Allah in every situation..kalau sedih..mintalah pada Dia kesabaran dan kekuatan...kalau tgh gembira, mintalah pada dia rasa syukur dan tidak lupa pada nikmat yang diberi...Just PRAY..its our senjata right? (^_^)

p/s: thank you everyone yang mendoakan ana, all this could not really happen without my friends praying for me... Allah sahaja yang mampu membalasnya..

*feeling sentimental*...haHaAhA

Sunday, April 5, 2009

How time flies...

bismillah....
Assalamualaikum...betapa cepat masa berlalu...sedar2..sudah bulan april rupanya.. Just nak kongsi a few highlights for the last month=)

1. Nusaibah my friend has safely gone thru her operation. alhamdulillah (seronok laa hari tu jumpe korang...i hope jahitan tu tak terbuka balik sbb suke do'oh....ouch)
2.Makcik Kamariah also baru habis operation. still in the hospital right now, hope she's well
3. Akhirnya dapat jumpe baby gurl kak/makcik (tak tahu nak panggil apa) tie, maryam sofia... and her kakak2
4. Alhamdulillah, ayah selamat balik dari musafir dia yang jauh, terasa lama sangat
5. Plat number pada kereta kancil mama yang xcident hari tu sudah diganti semula...
6. Oh yea, atikah sudah dewasa sedikit...ahaks... matanglah wahai adikku...
7.and kak neha dah pg london..berkurangle bilangan ahli grup kami..sob sob
8. Project ku hampir siap...(syukuur)... ada few steps lagi sebenarnya.. but look on the bright side ey...
9. Lagi sebulan lbe je masa yang tinggal bersama sahabat2 secourse n se'batch'... sedang berkira2 bila masing2 free untuk round UTM and ambil gambar kenangan buat kali yang terakhir BERSAMA2 ...waaaa

thats all for now... gotta finish something..wassalam=)