i met ustazah jamilah yesterday.. i asked her why she wants to see me. she says i want to how my anak2 went through after they left me..
i was like.. how lucky i am to a hidayah-ian..ustazah actually has left the school due to some reasons, i already left the school because.. i finished my studies, but she came.. she asked me about my studies..my tarbiyyah, my usrah.. programs that i went through..n what i needed more for life.. oh my God.. to think ..she is my ustazah in secondary school, but.. im just out words to say how grateful i am..
to adik2 and kakak hidayah.. please.. appreciate our 'mothers and fathers' in hidayah.. they think of us more than we think.. i just realize that..huhu
she gave me a few words, words that go straight to the heart..on how Allah chose not all people untuk diuji, how Allah teaches us through life.. how bertuah we are to be salah satu penggerak dakwah as said in surah as-saf... she says never fail to do the little small good things like..selawat, solat sunnat, every praise that we said silently in our hearts, every single thing yang kite buat.. sangat besar pada pandanganNya.. you will get the benefit.. the calmness of it without you realizing it.. however, if you tinggalkan those things..little by little, akan rasa kehilangan yang teramat sangat..
she also said how sad she is seeing anak2 hidayah yang 'hilang'.. tak ada usrah.. maybe we didnt appriteate it.. bcz it came so easy to us.. tak payah cari.. mmg akan ada ustazah akan susun.. every week mmg akan ada..masuk u akan ada 'ramai' akak2 yang akan kejar.. akak2 dari usrah 'lain' pun ada (teringat time awal2 kmm n UTM dulu).. cz its the first step untuk futur dalam dakwah
those simple words..that i didn't really appreciate it at school.. but when i heard it yesterday.. i said to her..i really need that for now, and i did not realize it..
i hope i can carry on.. WE can carry on.. just do our best.. in every thing... after that, it all up to Him..
Pernah seorang syeikh tarbiyah memberi nasihat, ” كن قويا او لا تكون”….Jadilah orang yang kuat, andai tidak boleh maka tak payah jadi apa-apa.
may His blessings, taufiq and hidayah.. is always upon us..
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yeah, it's true. most of the things we learned in hidayah we took for granted. espcially e teachers. they are amazng. can't blieve dat they still worry bout us. mebbe to them, we'll alwiz be their children. God bless!
Yup...i sooo agree with u=)
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