Remembering HIM...its sweet..

Bismillahirrahmaanirraheem...
Assalamualaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakaatuh..=)
today is a hap..hap..happy day...why? it's just a happy day...
maybe because after the ethics paper tadi, i declare this few hours to be 'my time'..setelah sekian lama tidak meluangkan masa untuk diri..h0hoh0...sound selfish? rasa tak..sbb nak treat myself, we should treat ourselves lepas accomplish somethingkan? and i think i did accomplish something...job well done hanah=)..haha

it felt soo happy to smile, to be happy, satisfied with the state u are, to be satisfied with what u tried, u end up to be redha, tawakkal n 'welcome' any thing...kalau ikut wording yang nabi ajar, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada..

it reminds me on the day i presented my final year project the other day...(o yea..i already presented my project, JUST need to finish off the draft)..there comes a time when dada rasa saaaangat sesak..it gets so hard to breath.. i guess i was nervous and cold..(i didnt want to admit it in the 1st place)...okay...i was VERY nervous...what if i forget the important points?...what if a blabbered soo fast that the panels dont understand me? ..what if..what if...

it was still early, but i got so nervous, that i went out of the lab that i was suppose to be presenting and went to see fitdriyah, just to tepis the 'gabra'ness...thank u fitd 4 being there 4 me...so i did a mock presentation in front of her, and she sat there..just layan je ana yang tgh gabra...

.........the point is................

i went back to the lab...i STOPPED..SAT quitely and said...Raihanah, u have done what you could, Ya Allah, this is all that i could do... i leave the rest to you, please help me along the way...

and then ttibe rasa a gush of...peace.. some where ..that i just felt..tenang..waaahhh best sangat time tu...

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah, i did terbelit juga lidah masa present...huhu..still got that english (yeke?) accent..but my lidah just cant take it..haha..but i got complimanted by the panel...syukur...(complimented for the presentation that is..not the accent...=) )

many things happend to me before and after that...and it all comes down to one conclusion..if u get back to Allah, He will get back to u in NO TIME...unlike humans, which if we keep minta tolong dari mereka, bukan kerana mereka tidak mahu tolong..tapi kadang2 mereka tidak mampu...

so berDoalah pada Allah in every situation..kalau sedih..mintalah pada Dia kesabaran dan kekuatan...kalau tgh gembira, mintalah pada dia rasa syukur dan tidak lupa pada nikmat yang diberi...Just PRAY..its our senjata right? (^_^)

p/s: thank you everyone yang mendoakan ana, all this could not really happen without my friends praying for me... Allah sahaja yang mampu membalasnya..

*feeling sentimental*...haHaAhA