Redirecting...I have to

I don't like it, when I felt like I don't know what to do

when I started to be pessimistic, when I start comparing myself with others,

when I felt so small, when I don't see what I had, instead, I kept wishing for what others have,

I don't like it when I think I have a problem, but unable to solve it, bcz I don't know what the problem is.

It's wierd kan,

I don't like it when i think that I'm different, when I not in the group.. yet, I love to be alone

I don't like it when I'm like this...

STOP it..

~~Astaghfirullahal Azdeem~~~

These feeling comes when kita merasakan diri ini mampu untuk mengawal hidup ini, sedangkan ada satu lagi step, yakni berserah. Do the best that you can, and then leave it ALL to HIM. and see what happends, for He will always give the best to His beloved, those who trust in Him.

So in the end I decide.. I trust you Allah, I give everything to you, and I believe what ever happens, you will never fail me.

Bagai air yang menggelegak

Bismillahirrahmaanirrrahim,

Sungguh benar apa yang dikatakan oleh kekasih kita,
hati itu ibarat air yang sedang menggelegak.
Ku rasakan, baru saja hati ini 'penuh',
bahagia dengan suatu kekuatan yang tidak dapat diungkapkan rasa puasnya.
Tetapi rasa itu hilang sebentar,
dan kini ku rasainya semula.

Sungguh mudah untuk hati ini berubah.
Ku ingin sentiasa begitu ya Allah, tetap dan thabat, setia dan terus istiqomah.

Janganlah Engkau golongkan aku dalam golongan yang tercicir itu.....

The search begins..

Klimaksnya hampir tiba,
berdebar rasanya..
risau jika terleka, atau 'penat' kerana urusan-urusan lain.
Jazakillah kerana memperingatkan, tentang kelemahan diri (yang sememangnya amat lemah)
bahwa segala sesuatu itu,
hatta untuk urusan-urusan yang sangat 'minute' itupun,
harus ku pinta bantuan dan pertolongan dariNya.

....O Allah, the One with wide Forgiveness and Most Bountiful, you love to pardon, pardon us....

...Ahlan ya Ramadhan, tetamu istimewa yang dinanti..(^_^)

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh...

Alhamdulillah segala puji-pujian dan syukur bagi Allah yang Maha Adil, Maha Mengetahui. Sayu hati bila menyedari telah diberi peluang untuk bertemu dengan tetamu istimewa ini, yang datangnya hanya sekali setahun.

Pernah ana diperingatkan, bukan semua diberi peluang keemasan ini. Sehingga tadi, satu demi satu berita kematian, mereka yang ana kenali. Bagi mereka, peluang ini sudah tiada.. bagi kita, amat rugi jika kita gagal menggarap peluang ini sehabis baik.

Seperti kata seorang sahabat, orang lain menanti hari Jcard yang tidak menentu, kita mencari2 malam LailatulQadr yang menjanjikan 'tawaran2 hebat'.
Jika orang lain menunggu jualan murah pada bulan 6 dan bulan 12, kita bersiap sedia untuk Mega Sale ramadhan yang datangnya hanya pada bulan barakah ini..

Rebutlah ia, boleh jadi ianya kali yang terakhir bagimu.

Enjoy this festive season with loads of ibadah's, prayers and do'a...
Treat it as it is the last,
We were chosen, again, to go through this madrasah Ramadhan by Him,
Allah didn't gave us this precious opportunity for nothing... but for the love for his servant..
Why don't we show our's back?=)

La Tas'aluuni

a piece of thought...

Assalamualaikum...Bismillahirrahmaanirraheem..

Situations is different on how people look at it...

To think, people say that they are busy (ye ke?) if they count in the time they dont have...
Some people said they've done enough.. or maybe too much if they only focused on how tired they are..
A sick person will always be very miserable if they kept on thinking on the sickness they're heaving..

Life seemed to be really problematic if u looked at it, at a pessimistic point of view and always assuming that there will never be a way out...

ok...jussst, look at things the other way round shall we?...

Count ur blessings, the small little ones that r usually unseen..
Think of the time we have (not the tym that we don't)..what can i actually do with it...
(maybe u could just do things a little bit more faster..then u will realize that there is always time to squeeze in...)
Think of the strength that is still in you...
Appreciate the people around you... all their 'perangai'..and u will tend to menghargai their small little kindness..
Hayatilah the 'morning walks' to the class... make it as a salah satu cara untuk release tensyen..
Understand ur limitations, so that u will appretiate ur kelebihan and specialities (and kembangkan ia)...
bila memikirkan ..no wonder para sahabah dulu2 boleh tersenyum di kala ujian yang maha berat menimpa...

not all bad is bad and not all that is good is good kan...

“Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”. (QS. Al-Baqarah 216)

Soon u will be able to see and feel that everything around you is so beautifully scheduled...fallen into place and is very well planned by the Almighty...
... Alangkah indah bukan...


p.s: ingin ana mohon maaf pada sahabat2 yang sanggup meluangkan masa, singgah di blog ana yang tidak sberapa, tetapi, hampa kerana, yang terhidang hanyalah, tulisan dan gambar-gambar lama yang telah lama tamat tempohnya...sorrrryyy

well....the pics speaks for itself

sitik, pinjam ea gambar nie...thanks